A lot happened. And living like that, alone... it just killed me. Ted was there, and he was kind, and he was normal, and...
Gods. I never moved on. Moved sideways, perhaps. You were everything worth a damn in my life, you know that? You were the best thing that ever happened to me. The only really good thing. And lovers - that's just a tiny part of what we are.
Nothing has ever changed or will ever change the fact that you're my soul mate. Understand? I need to talk about this with Ted. But he knows... how it was with us.
I'm afraid of hurting him. Especially when he's been so good to me. And when I do care about him. But.
This is what's right. You and me. This is how it should be. How it should have been.
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I thought you weren't coming back, Katar.
I waited. And I hoped, but -
A lot happened. And living like that, alone... it just killed me. Ted was there, and he was kind, and he was normal, and...
Gods. I never moved on. Moved sideways, perhaps. You were everything worth a damn in my life, you know that? You were the best thing that ever happened to me. The only really good thing. And lovers - that's just a tiny part of what we are.
Nothing has ever changed or will ever change the fact that you're my soul mate. Understand? I need to talk about this with Ted. But he knows... how it was with us.
I'm afraid of hurting him. Especially when he's been so good to me. And when I do care about him. But.
This is what's right. You and me. This is how it should be. How it should have been.